Virgin Toothlessness

Toothless Nad

Yes, now it's little N's turn!
Isn't she particularly cute in her state of toothlessness?
She will turn six in another 2 months, by the way!

But Life Goes On...

Yes it does, but that is what makes our loss much more intensely profound...because you're no longer here with us, Ma!

Sometimes, I wonder about the life that I used to have with you. A life full of laughter and happiness, where did it go, Ma? I hang on to every piece of evidence that I can get, yellowish pictures of your younger days, videos that had you on them, your handwriting, your old bags and clothes. Still, you're not here with us.

Now I don't cry as much as I did. But, some things are still bringing such pain into my heart. Memories of your last moment here, celebrating Christmas and Chinese New Year without you, things that I want to share with you but can't.

Oh well, Ma. I know that life will still go on. I've got so much things to do in this life. Things that I want to pass on to your grandchildren. Things that I learned from you.
But I wish you were here with us, Ma. I really do wish that with all my heart.

Look Ma, look at the pussy willow that I had for chinese new year. See all the leaves  that came out out of those branches? Spring has already come now...winter has passed! But how we miss you. So much..so much..